Day One, Class Two

Posted in Uncategorized on August 28, 2014 by brownstocking

I’m not in my comfort zone. I’m not in my comfort zone. Why are people in my space?

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I’m not a SBW

Posted in Uncategorized on August 9, 2014 by brownstocking

I get how damaging the Strong Black Woman myth is as I prepare to leave. Everything that is going wrong is my responsibility, and I should have planned better, and I should have had everything together and I’m selfish and I’ll be leaving my parents alone when I leave and all they’ll have is each other.

Note to self: stop talking mess about people’s husbands, even if they’re my father. I keep forgetting marriage comes first.

/rant

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Great.

Posted in Uncategorized on July 25, 2014 by brownstocking

Nothing like hearing your parent discuss your failings behind your back.

Thanks, Mom.

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3 Months Later

Posted in Uncategorized on July 24, 2014 by brownstocking

And shit-all is done. I shouldn’t even be going to seminary. I’m messed up.

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Misandry

Posted in Uncategorized on June 2, 2014 by brownstocking

I hate people

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He is Risen

Posted in Uncategorized on April 21, 2014 by brownstocking

I did a pretty good job during Lent. I started down a good road, spiritually and physically, but it all went to Hell, so to speak, by Thursday.

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I’ll need a keyboard to really express myself, but I’ll try. Part of me is very angry Brenda attempted suicide. Part of me is very sad that she attempted suicide. Part of me is feeling guilty because she attempted suicide. Part of me feels like I have way too much to do, and now I have to add taking care of another person on to that. And considering that I’m going into divinity  school, I’m not sure I am equipped for all of this.

Plus, I need to clean, pack, move, find a room, find a job….I just want to cry in a ball in my room and never come out. Help me, Lord! Please!

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Lent 2014

Posted in Uncategorized on March 5, 2014 by brownstocking

This is a special Lent, I already feel it.

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